Second Year!!!

Today is the last day of my holiday
no special feeling now
maybe is because many things happened in this holiday

just want to say jiayou to myself
Tomorrow will be the second year
I'm study in Singapore

Just go through my notes
there will be lots of works need to do
compared to first year
but I'm not afraid
I'll be able to make it through
because I strong enough
hahahaha

But this week I'll abit relax
because I need to help in orientation
and no need to go to class for three days
hope to make more friends~~ =]

All the best to me and my friends
Especially those who taking STPM
and those who finish their foundation and matrix =D

安息吧，外婆

有时真的不能不感慨
生命是如此脆弱
昨天看似好好
今日却已不在

不过生老病死在所难免
所以只好接受事实
难过一时就好
因为微笑还在前面等着呢
=]

我知道你会在上面看着我的
你也会永远住在我心里。。。

**在这也感谢朋友们之前对我外婆的关心 

thanks to my dear friends who show your concern toward my grandma

she now rest peacefully in heaven =]

安心

昨天外婆推去动手术了
是脚部手术
把断裂的部分接回去
等了4个小时
终于出来了
我们一家也暂时放下了心
其他的问题才慢慢解决
最重要的问题也是就是谁来照顾外婆。。。

grandma went operation yesterday
to screw back the broken pelvis
we wait outside the operation theater from 6pm to 10pm
after 4 hours
my grandma finally came out
we now feel released
other problems will settle later
but the most important thing is the accommodation problem ......

Exam Result!!!

Early in the morning
awakened by a msg
That's was a really important msg
It was my exam result!!!


I was shocked by my result
because I get 1AD, 2A+, 2A and 1B+
(AD is distinction, hahaha)
quite surprising that I can get one AD
for the subject which  need creativity
hahahaha
but of course is not me so creative
Is because I have a very kind teacher
and also a group of very creative teammates
 

my GPA for this semester is 3.9019
and the overall GPA which is accumulative GPA is 3.82
because last semester my GPA is 3.75
So happy that my GPA improved!!!

I shall work hard for the coming semester!!!
=D

雪上加霜

外婆的病越看越严重 
my grandma's condition getting serious

之前跌倒骨头断裂  
before that because of the bone broken 

要动手术  
need to operate

可是医生担心是癌症造成  
but because doctor worried is caused by cancer

所以要更详细检查  
therefore need to do more tests to confirm 

就做了骨头扫描和脑部扫描
so she have done bone scanning and brain scanning

(脑部扫描是因为医生怀疑外婆有忧郁症)
brain scanning is done because doctor suspect my grandma have depression


扫描结果让我震惊不已
the brain scanning result was stunning me

原因是外婆有脑瘤
the reason is my grandma's brain have a tumor

已有五十仙那么大
and the size is like a 50 cents coin

医生都说外婆的病情很复杂
doctor said that my grandma's condition is very complicated now

不过真正的情况和详细的资料要等报告出来才能知道 
but the more detailed results have to wait the whole report to come out before they can do decision


每次去探望她
every time I went to visit her
就觉得她越来越憔悴
I can see that she getting weaker and weaker
吃饭喝水都没有力气
she don't even have the strength to eat and drink
脸也变得苍白
the face become very pale
看到外婆这样
i really worried when I saw my grandma in this condition
真的让我很担心

都不知道她能不能挨过。。。
I really don't know whether she can pull through this time...

Tiring day

These two days
come back home very late
around 10++pm or 11++pm only reach home......

Thought of getting a better job
because is introduced by a friend
but when I went to that place
it just multi-level marketing (传销)
something that I'm not interested at all
although they tell me something very attractive
(of course is the pay)
But we need to find people
introduce people about the products
all these are not my cup of tea

Yesterday went that place once
today went for the second time

Yesterday I went alone
sit there
listen to the person-in-charge
he talks a lot
I even being pulled to listen their "lesson"
feel like wasting my time
but I din say anything la
hahaha

Today I accompany my friend to go there again
listen back to the same thing
but luckily my friend need to go back home early
so we no need go to any lesson
(actually I need to go that lesson but I just say i have to go home early also XD)
I should reject this job that introduced by my friend early
so I no need to go again~~
but.. .. ..

I feel that I seldom reject people
even though I not really like it
Is it a good thing??

I don't know
But I don't like to reject people
Because I know this will hurt another people.. ..

Anyway
I shall continue to face this world with my smile =)

... ... ... ...

这几天
This few days
回家去了
Went back to jb
去探望进了院的外婆
visited my grandma in hospital
看起来没什么大问题
look like nothing serious happen to her
可是听下去
but the actual problem I still can't imagine
问题可大了


起初以为
initially
跌倒造成骨头断裂
i thought my grandma fell down caused the bone to break
动手术
after operation
慢慢复原就能好了
she can recovery
怎知医生说
but the doctor told us that
担心是因为癌症而导致骨头断裂
he worried is the cancer cause the bone to break
在诊所做了这么久
I work in clinic so many years
这还是我第一次听说
this is the first time I heard that the cancer can cause the bone to break
外婆曾经得过癌症
because my grandma have cancer before
虽然已经是十几年前的事
although it was many years ago
但现在不禁令我担心的是癌症复发
but I'm very worried that the cancer will attack her again


我妈为了外婆的事
another side is my mom
忙得晕头转向
she have to rush here rush there
忙着煮饭煲汤给外婆
cook for my grandma
又忙着做自己的工
continue her work
身体不好的她迟早会病跨
I really worried my mom will fall sick
我哥竟然不会体谅
the thing that make me very angry is my bro
放工后也不会帮忙
he never help my mom to do anything
有时还要和我妈吵架
sometimes he even want to argue with my mom
听着妈妈诉苦的我
as a daughter
真的很想把我哥狠狠地骂。。。
I really hope to scold my bro!!!


我很想在新加坡做工
I hope to work in Singapore this holiday
那就能帮补一点
to reduce my mom's burden
可是又没人能在家帮忙
but at home no one helping my mom



我该怎么做。。。 How should I do???

Second Round Interview

Today actually have two interviews
One at Bukit Timah
One at Bishan
but at the end
I only went for the interview at Bishan

I went to Bukit Timah first
But because I can't find the place
and I have walk quite a distance
so I just give up the interview at Bukit Timah

Next stop was Bishan
I never go there before
and I never see the map carefully
so I just based on instincts
At the end
I still drop at the wrong bus stop
Luckily there are many other buses going to Bishan Interchange

The interview was made by the recruit agency
I went there and they gave me a form to fill
Then they ask me the requirement for the job
They say will inform me when they found suitable job for me
And I need to come down again to sign contract
The process only need about 10 minutes
But I spent almost one hour to reach there ><

After that I went to find Kwang Yek
Because she told me before
that she working at the place that near MRT
When she saw me
She like quite surprise =D
hahahaha

We then chat for half and hour
while she keep wrapping the books
hahaha
Around 4.30pm I going home~~

At night
I received a call from my classmate
her name is called Jie Ying
She said she can help me to look out some jobs from her friend
Is about management one
maybe will go for interview again on Monday or Tuesday

Actually quite surprising me that Jie Ying called me
because in class we seldom talk to each other or chatting
most of the time we just say hi and bye to each other
hahaha XD

I'm so happy that I know so many good friends in Singapore
they all very friendly and caring =D

Anyway hope to hear good new as soon as possible
so I can work faster and earn more money =P